Being An Out Cast

Have u have a feeling like u have been outcast or u are invisible to one eyes?Haiz... I really dont know wat did I do wrong ....Or am i destined to be treated that way??????Everytime I approach u guys u guys just give me a cold look and just change the topic or just keep quite...Do i deserve it ??? I know things happen at the past But now its the present ...Why cant u just let it go and just forget about the bad stuff And make those who are good into memory???Why must u just keep on clinging into all those bad things???People change after time U cant just chop people for wat they did in their past!!!That is so unfair ...Haiz...Everytime i wanna know wat i did wrong,u either say u dont know or u just call me to figure it out myself...How do u espect me to change or know wat your problem is when u dont even tell me ?!?!?!?!?! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................................................