I dont need you BITCHLINGS~

Well...I guess that its very obvious now ...You really want that do you???But why???Haiz...You rather hate me because of two freaks..(actually one XY aint so bad ...I think....)The point is ...Gosh...You are a brainless , selfish , ccrazy , big headed B*****...Come on la...Forget all those stupid bad stuff that happen last time...Let it go...Let it be....Just be free...But like I said ...I ow given up...Do watever you like...I dont give a damn now....You guys are never gonna be in the treasure place in me ....All this time...I think Im so obsessed with you guys till I think i actually desserted some of the true friends that actually really treat me as a FRIEND I neglected for you!!!And I guess thiss the price for getting to close to one particular friend which dont really treat u as a friend....But I still need to thank these people for giving me memories that will always be in my heart ... 1st Lee Hor Yan Thank you for being my GF and I really had many wonderfull time with you and for me your smile is priceless...Thank you for supporting me and helping me go thru all those problem...And I just want you to know that no matter what u did to me and even now I never HATED you before. 2nd Wong Xen Yew You are the clown and the one who makes every moment at the class joyfull and worth it...And thank you for making the place not so dull and of cause for trusting me ...You told me alot of your toughts and the way you feel ...I really thank you for that ^^You are the one among all friends that is willing to say out wat you feel and what you want to know unlike LHY.I admire that point or yours.I think OPEN aint a word which is enough to describe you...And like I said to Lee Hor Yan I didnt really BO Song you ...I did once or twice but i usually get over it the next day...And i know how bad I look because I have this problem with many other people and Im sure those people or friends who knew me better will know that Im am not the kind or people which hold grudge against people...I think outsider (people that are not yet friends with me or friends that are not close) will say that I am Lan Si and easy Bo Song people is beacuse my look when im not smiling or anything is like that...And if you want me treat you better and feel close is not a problem...But I have a problem that I think most of you out there have ---'Ai mian zi' I dont really know the word for it in English...I have many unpleasent incident so my prinsip now is you smile at me i smile back at you...But I normally take the inniciative to make the first move when I am with my closer friend So I hope those friends out there which I am not close yet know this...
Actually I think for me almost everyone for me is a friend ...Its only a matter of close or the other way around... OK now back to the actual thing... 3rd Teh Wei Yuan Ermm lets see I know that I did many things to you (most of them aint nice) and I know that you sure hate me for that...Well you are t he one who told me to let go of those bad things or memories and go on...Why cant you???To tell you the truth actually most of the time I am just playing and acting as if i bo song you...And u felt for it and think of it that way...Haiz I know you still havent get over that chair incident and Im sure that even when I apologize to over and over again you will htink that I dont know the way you feel and I am unconsiderate and a whole bunch of stuff...But actually I know how it felt cos I experience it twice last year and its causes by no one but Low Tian Hao my friend...And the reason I tell you this is because if I have the same thinking with you I wouldnt have a friend now ...And I got over it at that particular day...Unlike you....LoL Its like 1 month already???Anyway I am happy to have a friend like you ...You are sure one unique guy especially when it comes to EMOING haha...Lee Hor Yan , Wong Xen Yew , Teh Wei Yuan you three is once friends that I really look up to and you guys were close and I love the way I feel when i am with you guys chatting and laughing out guts out And i really "LOVE" you guys ...I really do ...But I guess everything have change for you guys right??? Haiz... Tan Ker Shin...Thx alot gal for supporting me the whole time And you sure is a friend that everyone should have ...Tong Ai Rynn...For me you are the most whackiest girl friend ...LoL You sure know to have fun And Im lucky to have a friend like you!!!! And even I have lost 3 best friends But I think I still have many true friends ...I dont know wether they think of me the same way but these are the names so that the whole world and know how good they are:
1. Tan Ker Shin
2.Tong Ai Rynn
3.Kong Shuk Xen
4.Low Tian Hao
5.Jeshua Chan Zhan Tsing
6.Choong Wen Jing
7.Siew Yi Jin
And these are only the ones at my class ..For those that I just know Like Mr Teddy Ming ..Liew Si Yi ..Lee Jia Xin and Yik Fei...I really look up to you guys ^^