Wat The Hell Is Wrong With You?!

Yesterday was like the most craziest day I experienced...Went to school thinking that everything is okay and went back to class to began our lesson ...Since its boring so i went and chat with Hor Yan at the back But it became like hell...I became irritated so I wrote down everything about how I feel that time...I wrote it in a stupid book and I gave it to Ching Fang becos she wanna read it ...But after recess I went to Sience lab and found out Hor Yan in a superbly mad condition...So I asked Ker Shin what was it all about in a letter form But before she can reply Hor Yan took that paper and torn it into pieces ... But i eventually found out it was about the book i wrote I feelings in ...I was like what the hell Even me myself could not even 100% read wat I was writing and she can read it and understand it ....This dont make any sense at all What the fuck????And she went so crazy about it for no reason ...I wrote that when i am not in a good mood and u take it so seriously and said I will get wat I deserve????Look missy,if writing down someone fellings is wrong than your are being unreasonable shit!What the hell is wrong with u?U say u are going crazy but have u ever think of me???Look ..I dont know what u read at that book and wat u assumed...But ...Urgh Seriously wat are u thinking?U always say u are going crazy and have plenty or problems But everytime I ask u wat was it about u just say that its your problem and u wont tell it out because u dont other friends to worry but isnt that wat friends are for???To share your happiness and be there for you when u have problems or when u are down???You always cant accpet it when people give bad comments about you but when u always joke the words that u say without u realising it it hurts people !!!!There things that can be joke and those that cant...But u dont seem to know that do you?You always stop me when i mention about Wang Li Wan and Meh Meh Yang but its you who are doing it to me ...Is Lee Jia Xin really that nice to pronounce???I have been trying to change myself since the day i promised u but u dont seem to realise it at all ...For all ive dont its all being put to waste!!!What do u want me to do to show u???I know that you have many friends and u are much more powerfull in the school but please ...I hope u know that even a weakling like me is a human and I demand respect...One thing i really want to know is that am i really that embarissing ??? How come evrytime I see u in public or in front of your friends u always treat me as if I am stranger and as if I am invisible???Please I beg you...Stop whatever u are doing ...U have been the one who I look up to but nowadays I always question myself wether its the right decision ...